Off To Boarding School [015] Phone Sex
Josh had to unfortunately depart from our private little therapy session to attend tutoring.
Which surprised me; he was like a thirty-year old psychiatrist stuck in a fifteen-year old's body.
Astounding
I decided to return to my dorm and waste away what was left of a beautiful autumn day on my laptop playing mind-numbing games.
As I sat in my bed with my alien pajama's on and my laptop in my lap, I felt my phone vibrate from the nightstand.
I read the caller id and picked up the phone immediately. "Hey Johnny!" I said enthusiastically.
"Hey Babycakes" he replied smoothly.
"Did you get out of school already? How are things going over there? How's your whore of a girlfriend and why haven't you called me more often?" I asked out of breathe.
He laughed into the phone, boy did I misshis laugh.
"Yeah I just got out of school, things are okay, and my girlfriend Rachel has been her usual whore-ish self" he replied playfully.
"Johnny I miss you" I sighed into the phone.
"Hmm, wanna have phone sex? I hear it's a great way to spice up any relationship" I smiled into the phone sadly, glad he couldn't see me now.
"Aw Jenna, I was just kidding, you know if I could I would come over and do you in person, but your like a million miles away"
I laughed, I didn't want to get him all gloomy to. "Oh yes, I would greatly enjoy that. But on a serious note, have you seen Craig around?"
He sighed "I thought you were over him" he said impatiently.
"I am really" I added quickly "I was just wondering how he was doing, is he seeing anybody?"
"You know he doesn't 'date'." I sighed.
"Jennbug, what's wrong? Are you cheating on me with some other boy?"
"I don't know Johnny, it's this guy I met. He reminds me so much of him. I mean he has all these sharp edges to him, but you can tell once you file them down he's warm on the inside." I said exasperated.
"Hmmm, what's this boy's name?"
I stalled for a minute, I could tell Johnny.
He was thousands of miles away and he wouldn't tell anybody important, plus it was Johnny I trust him one hundred percent.
Well if we were locked in a room naked not so much, but still
"His names James"
After hanging up with Johnny and deciding Kevin was much better for me, I decided to take a shower and try to scrub the thick layer of gloom off my skin.
I stepped into the warm waterfall of steaming water.
As I was beginning to relax I heard the faint noise of the dorm door open and close; I dismissed it guessing it was just Ana.
She's finally back, I haven't seen her in the dorm forever
Hmmm, to busy having sleepovers with James
I cringed at the thought of his name.
I had decided if I totally blocked him out of my life I could lie happily ever after with Kevin and avoid a repeat of the past.
Flashback
"Where are you going?" I asked looking pleadingly into Craig's eyes.
"I have to go, Nicole's calling me"
"What about me? Don't I matter to?"
He stepped towards me and planted a kiss on my forehead. "Of course you do but. . . it's complicated. You weren't supposed to come along"
"What do you mean? Your making no sense. If you really love me just break up with her it's not that complicated" I was beginning to get hysterical.
He stared sadly at me, as if there was no solution to this problem. "You cant keep cheating on her with me, you know. Somebodies bound to find out. I can't believe I let you get so close" the last sentence came out as a whisper intended for my ears only.
He stayed quiet but came closer and wrapped his arms around my waist, planting his lips lightly on mine.
I had never felt so much lust in a kiss before but as soon as it had started it was over and he was walking towards the door.
I stared at the door he had just left from hoping he would turn back and decided he made the biggest mistake of his life.
But he didn't.
End Flashback
I stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel tightly around myself, I hadn't brought clothes into the bathroom with me not knowing Ana was gonna be in the room.
I would just run out quickly grab a clean pair of pajamas and head straight back into the bathroom.
I opened the bathroom door.
What I saw is something that burst a new whole through my chest. A big, flaming, gaping hole
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