Off To Boarding School [011] Promiscuous

Even though Jess's suggestion was pretty tempting, I decided to go straight to Eric and ask him what he had been telling people.
I figured I didn't want another incident like what had happened this afternoon.
You enjoyed it. Admit it
Okay I did, I mean who wouldn't? He's uh...handsome, but you know he's no good and you said it yourself. It'll all end up with a tub of rocky road.
Handsome? That's not exactly what I would use to describe him
Really? Cuz I could describe him in one word, Promiscuous. One word?
SexGod

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I decided to confront Eric in my current state of sweatiness and unattractiveness, which now that I was at his door didn't seem like such a good idea.
Tell me, because I'm interested, What was the whole point in you know not showering before you got here?
Well I wanted to be as unattractive a possible
He's a SexGod you really think he has to contain himself around you?
Well, gosh, your so reassuring. I just didn't want a repeat of this afternoon, especially since I've decided to stay faithful to Kevin
Um, he hasn't asked you to marry him, or anything of that matter, he said that there might be a slight chance of you guys doing something not innocent, which could just mean murdering little baby bunnies.
Are you a reflection of me? I hope not, cuz you're a tad bit sick. But in other news, yeah I like Kevin, I think he deserves a chance
Can you just knock on the door? It looks a bit weirds that you're just standing in front of his door smiling.
I looked around, hoping nobody else had seen that.
I breathed in and knocked twice, firmly, with a pause in between to make it seen as if I wasn't rushed.
Hmmmmm excellent door knocking technique.-Raises Board- Ten!




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"Hey Jenna, back for more?" Eric asked cooly as he stood before me with only a towel on.
"I would feel more comfortable talking to you, if you would put some clothes on" I stated not looking him in the eye.
"Well I was just about to do that, come on in" he said while gesturing to the inside of his dorm which was surprisingly not a mess. "I'll be right back, so you could "talk" to me" he said over his shoulder as he headed for the bathroom.
I looked around his room in search of any visible dirty magazines or crude posters, but none to be found.
As I was looking around I spotted his phone on the nightstand and was hit with a dilemma.
To stalk or not to stalk? That is the question
Uh, Hello stalk?
Without skipping a beat I reached for his phone and flipped it open.
His background was a plain dark blue with the words Sex God in the corner.
Don't waste your time! Go look at his recent calls!
I searched through the menu and as you would have thought, all last ten calls where random girls.
Betty, Teresa, Lily, Belinda, Maria, Jacky, Melissa, Rachel, Vicky and Guadalupe?
Guess he's diverse
You see just like I told you, upto no good
Riiight.
As I heard the door knob turning I snapped the phone shut and hurriedly put it back on the nightstand and tried to look innocent.
"So what did you want to talk about?" Eric prompted as he threw the towel he was drying his hair with onto the bed across from the one I was sitting on.
I couldn't help but stare at his eyes, I mean it's normal to look into somebody's eyes while you talk to them; but I'm pretty sure my intense stare was not conversational.
"Right" I said trying to stabilize myself, but failing miserably.
His eyes are so dreamy, if I weren't your conscious I'd melt
Stop that
"Right" I repeated once more "Okay, Eric did you tell anybody about what happened this afternoon between me and you?" I questioned while locking him in a staring contest.
His eyes are so pretty-sigh-
They hurt
"No, why would you think that?" he replied with a look of sincere hurt in his eyes.
I felt a wave of shame, but it was quickly covered by a new wave of controlled anger.
He's obviously lying
"All I'm saying is that what happened between us was nothing, it meant nothing. It meant less than nothing because I was drunk" I said, my voice sounding a little edgier that I meant it to be.
He stepped closer to me "Jenna, I didn't say anything to anyone, and if you prefer it I won't say anything to anyone" he said gently as he reached for my hand and held it in his. "They must've seen me walking out of your room"
You can't trust him, trust me. I can tell this is all an act, he's trying to mesmerize you
But he's so beautiful, he can't be lying
Snap out of it Jenna
I continued to look into his eyes, as he leaned in closer and closer. With his free hand he guided my face towards his, I was completely motionless.
I closed my eyes and felt the warmth of his soft lips on mine.
James
Like an alarm clock going off in my head, or the annoying voice who can't keep her mouth shut, I was reminded of James.
You meant Kevin, right?
I said what I needed to, so that you wouldn't make the same mistake again
I gently pushed Eric away "I can't, I don't think we should see each other on Friday. . .or ever. I'm sorry I have to go" I said as I walked out the door, leaving a stunned Eric in my place.
That was pleasant
Excruciatingly
I thought to myself as I leaned on the other side of Eric's door. Eric didn't really concern me as much as the thought that had stopped me from kissing him.

I extracted myself from my place on the back of Eric's door and headed to my own.
A hot shower would do the trick

After my long, hot shower I decided that Kevin deserved a visit, or that's what I told myself to keep my mind off James.
There's absolutely no reason why he should be filling my mind like this! He's supposed to be that sleazy guy who just happened to be my roommates boyfriend and just happened to kiss me, and it just so happened that I could'nt for get that night. But that's all he is.
You are one sick slash twisted individual. Maybe it was the feel of him being taken and dangerous that pulls you in
Maybe you should stop talking
I walked over to my closet and grabbed a random white tee shirt that had the words "Fangs Up" written across it in black and a picture of a purple lined cobra along with a pair of gray skinnies and brightly colored high-top Nikes.

With a small amount of new found confidence I made my way to Kevin's dorm.

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